Saturday, November 27, 2004
``_____.*hhhmmm....#
hhhmmm...updates 4 d past few daes...
wed - 24/11
went to 2 chalets, sch prefects de, sho long nva see dem le, mish dem sssooo much lehx...wakakas...
den stayed at steph's chalet, 2nd nite went hm le, cos tired mahx, so went hm 1 nohx...
mishhin so mani ppl...
11:00 PM Z
Friday, November 26, 2004
``_____.*AniwayxXx.#
G.G !!! HeE! missin in action d me isH backiex ! yUpx, aniway, bad news ish tt my internet connection is gone/lost = as in terminate liaO !!! haixXx aniway, no matter how, or wad, I'll try my best to find ways to DIX !!! yumMy!~ ... so, dun forget me or change the password or anithingy !~ (>.<)
::: still, the same old me !!! no changes ! =)
3:27 PM Z
Sunday, November 21, 2004
``_____.*wooties...#
kekes, sho long nva blog le, my D.K missin in action liaox..oopx..
9:12 PM Z
Friday, November 19, 2004
``_____.*updates.#
hhmm...yesterday went out wit my bao bei hubby!!! hehex, sho hapi, dunnoe wat to say...went to watch "Taxi", too bad, my movie khakis nt wif us..
1:20 AM Z
Friday, November 12, 2004
``_____.*CHOICES (story i type out!~) nice.#
(D.K) ... o.k guys, just finish readin diz really good book, and ound dix story realli veri meaninful/interestin ... and spent my afternoon typing this out to let ya all read ... *wei da eh ? ... HeE!~
CHOICES (title)
Hold a friend's hand through times of trial,
Let her find love through a hug and a smile;
But also know when it is time to let go -
For each and every one of us must learn to grow
- Sharon A. Heilbrunn
When I 1st met Molly, she instantly b'came my best friend. We enjoyed the same things, laughed at the same jokes and even had the same love for sunflowers.
It seemed like we had found each other at the right time. Both of us had been in different groups of friends that didnt get along or we didnt feel comfortable in. We were thrilled to find each other.
Our friendship grew very strong. Our families became friends, and everyone knew that wherever you found Molly, you found me, and vice versa. In fifth grade, we were not in the same class, but at lunch we both sat in nearby assigned seats and turned around to talk to each other. The lunch ladies did not like this. We were always blocking the aisle, talking too loudly and not eating our lunches, but we didnt care. The teachers knew we were best friends, but we were also a disturbance. Our big mouths got us into trouble, and we were warned that we would never be in the same classes again if we kept this up.
That summer, Molly and her brother were at my house quite often. My mom took care of them while their mom worked. We went swimming, played outsideand practiced playing our flutes. We bought best-friend charms and made sure to wear them as often as possible.
Summer went by very quickly, and middle school began. As the teachers had warned us, we were not in the same classes. We still talked on the phone, went over to each other's houses, sang in choir and practiced our flutes together in band. Nothing could destroy this friendship.
Seventh grade started and, again, we were not in the same classes and could not sit near each other at lunch. It seemed as if we were being put to a test. We both made new friends. Molly started to hang out with a new group of people and was growing very popular.
We spent less time together, and we rarely talked on the phone. At school, I would try to talk to her, but she would just ignore me. When we did take a minute to talk, one of her more popular friends would come up and Molly would just walk away with her, leaving me in the dust. It hurts.
I was so confused. I'm sure she didnt know at the time how badly I felt, but how could I talk to her if she would't listen ? I beganto hang around with my new friends, but it just wasn't the same. I met Erin, who was also a friend of Molly's. She was in the same situation I was with Molly. She and Molly had been close friends, and lately Molly had been treating Erin the same way as me. We decided to talk to her.
The phone call was not easy. Talking and saying how I felt was difficult. I was so afraid that i would hurt her feelings and make her angry. It wa funny, though - when it was just the two of us talking on the phone, we were friends again. It was the old Molly.
I explained how I was feeling, and she did, too. I realized I wa not the only one hurting. She was alone without me to tslk to. What was she supposed to do, not make new friends ? I didnt think about this before, but she was feeling left out by me and my new friends. There were times when I didnt even notice I was ignoring her. We must have talked for a long time, because once we were finished I had used a handful of tissues for my tears, and felt as if i had lifted a heavy weight off my heart. We both decided that we wanted to be with our new friends, but would never forget the fun and friendship we had shared with each other.
Today, I look back on all of this and smile. Molly and I are finally in the same classes, and you know what ? We still get into trouble for talking too loudly. Molly is not my best friend anymore, but more like my sister. We still enjoy the same things, laugh at the same jokes and share the same love for sunflowers. I will never forget her. Molly taught me something very important. She taught me that things change, people change, and it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up. It simply means that you move on, and treasure all the memories.
... THE END ...
dix story is taken frm d book " chicken soup for teenage soul 2" - a really veri interestin books wib lotsa storyx ... meaninful ones will be typed and posted ... (>.<)
3:17 PM Z
``_____.*C.P.H.R.#
(D.K)
hEe!!!~ enjoy joy joy !!! yippy ... !~ now listenin to "a love before time" ... and am thinking about G.G's "crouching prawn, hidden rice" ... ! yum-mi eh ?!~ ... a new dish ...!!! yum yum ... ~
came backiex frm marina bay/bugix le .... - - -went to bugix at lyk, 10.03pm and all almost all d shop close le !!! kaOoO ... duno c wat thing nEix ... ~ den went to d "st" der ... at least gt something to "cuci" > "see see" ~ ... den went round round to look for G.G'x half-cup cap !!! not bra !!!~ lOlx ... hmmm ... gettin more and more nonsenxe - na - ticx nEix ... den went backiex to bUgix'x starbucks annd sit der, tok der, gossipx there ... and complain der !!! fav!~ almost all isH i do d "talking"/"action" ... bth`.... !!!! HeE!~ realli enjOyed ... c, so easily satixfied le ...!~ x.g.gal nEix ... aiyoOo ... ~ yUpx ./.. nw at hm, smsin b.B !~ feelin so "sudden hyper" ... !!! long time nv felt so "fresh" le ...!~ hmmm ... muz b cOz 2dae G.G say i look sho "different/pretty?" ... !!! wakakakakaka!!!~ happi til lyk, got tt kinda flying toward d moon kinda feeling ...!~ crapingx ... (g.g, read til here le, u muz be, erm ... rolling ur eyex or vomiting ritex ? ... ) bt hey!, at least u made me so happi !!!~ yippy !!! ... *muz wake up!!! ... hhaha ... bth` ~ muz gib muaself a slap !~ k naHx ... wanna go nua arnd d bed le ... ! ciao ... !~
*enjoyed ...
*nitex
* muz miss mi !~
(D.K)
1:06 AM Z
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
``_____.*Uppi-datiex ... marry mi.#
Upper-datiexXx
(D.K) I'm backiezZz !!! sho long neber sign in here n crapx le ... HeE !!!~(>.<) ... and oso so longiex neber go out wiB joJo n G.G le nEix ... so, hope 2ml'x "appointmentx" wun be hmm ... lookin for interestin places / interestin things to do for d holidaex ! ani1 got ani suggestionx ?!~ help !!! im running out of place and thingx to do !~ wanted to go look for jobx to do, so can kip mi / ... yUpx ... workin=stress / stress=weight lose ! so ... go WORK !~ HeE!~ thought of taking up d "photo" thingy course dee ... but, no1'x interested in that kinda thingy, so, didnt sign up for the course ... n, i myself don't dare to join "alone" ... so, der goes dOtx dOtx doTx <...>
updatex : ...
- argue wib family memberx
- argue till soBby sObx
- wasted lots obe tissue ... haix
- heartbroken
- heart-breaks
- heart-mended
- heart attack !!! (>.<) - Feet/Foot being kept stepped ! arghhhHhhh ! - Ate yum-mi~ ice-cream (ytdaE.night) - Chat wiB 2 de haO peng you ... (ytdaE.night)
today ...
-wrapped wantons ... yum`mi~
- mop d whole hse (floor) ...
- wash clothes !!! 2nd time ... !
- later cooking my famous handmade wantonx dumplings! (dinner)
- Gonna pack my room ... hang all my clothes ... and erm ... ya, pack the whole room ...
- pack d CD`X section ...
- surf the net for more info on the new "triumph" undiex ...
- checking mails ... (haix ... sianx)
- gonna curse the msn messenger.my com ... !~
...
yupx ... that's abt all baHx ... a gd hsewife and a good erm ... auntie yea ? haha ... marry mi !!!~ marry mi !!! but, on 1 conditionx : i wan mani mani clothes ... mani mani toy ... mani mani $$$ to spend ... and i confirm wan a bigbig duno hw mani thousands/millions caratxXx of diamond ring ... and i definzteli wan a nice nice wedding gown designed and created by "Daniel Yam"'s collectionx ... and mux bring mi to Disneyland on our honeymoon!!! ... HeE !!! *may all my wish come true ... * ...
yUpx ... tt'x all under " weddingx condition" ... hmmm, after reading all that, do u think ani1 stil wanna marry mi ? ... hmmm ... *bless mi !~ ciao ... (D.K)
2:22 PM Z
Sunday, November 07, 2004
``_____.*so lOng nva use cOm le....#
sO lOng nva use cOm le...so sian...sigh...
Updates on 05 NOv, went out to watch movie wit D.K, Dan and Hubbie, watched 2 movie, "Shark Tale" & "The Princess Diaries 2 (The Royal Engagement)" den went to Geylang Serai, den in d end oso nuttin to buy, actuali wanna buy wallet de, budden all no 9s de, so in d end nva buy.
Den aftr tt went to Geylang and mum mum, den we all go hm liao, hubbie bring mie hm, we walk frm Lor9 to Lor17 (my house), kekes, den hubbie go hm himslf liao, kekes... hubbie, missh u mani mani lehx...
11:18 PM Z
Monday, November 01, 2004
``_____.*Holy Jesus....#
Guess wat, d hoe house almost cot fire...my dad 4gt to switch off d gas stove...phew...luckily moi sis went out and see...phew...dun wana die a horrible death...dun wana die loOkin so ugly...
den nw tt 1 der, strt to nag nag nag liao...sick obe it, kip repeatin d same thingy, sayin it ova and ova again...
I cnt take dis animore, sayin evrythingy she said b4, all dis words dey make no sense. I find bliss in ignorance.
U can lie, bt, u cnt pretend...
Y pretend to b concern wen u're actuali nt?!
1:37 AM Z
